i think the scariest aspects of being in a toxic relationship is partially not wanting to let go of it and for a time period, just taking it as it exist like it’s okay and fine and dandy and normal that you’re being so mistreated and not entirely realize it until you’ve lost yourself
"I’m not him, so don’t compare me to him, I wouldn’t even have a reason to say those things to you"
4 months time
"I didn’t need that from you, I didn’t ask it of you"
“I’m out for once and I’m not ignoring you. I feel like if I was home I feel like you wouldn’t be getting as mad”